Friday, February 25, 2011

Not a good day

I'm currently writing this while at school because fourth period was cancelled.
And it's not going to be the most well-written, deep post I'll make, but I need to complain to someone since no one here seems to give a fuck.
It's been a really, really shitty day. And it's barely begun.
I've been really sick for about a week and a half now, and I've been alternating between nearly caughing up a lung and nearly vomiting my brains out. ...Mmm BRAAAAAINS. o-v---< (Hint: Look sideways and pretend that's a zombie. And then laugh at the failure; I did.)
I've also dropped my anxiety pills. Not the smartest, most medically conscious thing to do, but they've been making me mentally and emotionally numb for a long time now, and something needed to finally be done. The bad side is, I'm having withdrawal from hell. I'm about ten seconds from fainting. I'm getting it all: the dizziness, the light-headedness, the nausea and everything else that goes with it.
Not to mention the unexplained sharp pain in my stomach that my whole family has been getting this week. (And it can't be my appendix, because I don't have one...)
And I can't go home because I've already missed 14 days of school this year (this year has been a whirlwind of medical emergencies for me); if I miss any more they can refuse to pass me in my classes and force me to take them over, and I just can't deal with that.
So I'll have to deal with this... >.<

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